Orientation 2

Like every orientation, this is a memorable orientation. But this proves to be one not because of the fellowship, but rather, the lack of it.

It has nothing to do with my OG, or rather my EX-OG (as I'm NOT SUPPOSED TO BE KNOWN AS AN OGL), but rather the planning committee. I understand their need to actually filter us off from the activities as (I agree) it would be unfair to the OGLs who are actually bound to stay and clean up, go for VID and stuff. The least you could do was to politely address this to us. Not: 1) stomp in front of us while we're dancing/playing/socialising with OG/ex-OG, 2)spare no mercy in using authority and 3)embarass us in front of all the J1s and friends by sayiong out loud "You'r NOT supposed to be here".

My intention of helping my sole OGL managing OG stuff and the OGLs as a whole to clean up soon just vanished. I was gonna break out when I joined my class. I'm sure some of my classmates could see that. I gotta thank them for trying to console me. But it was just saddening to see how much respect the school leaders have for others. Something I've never seen. Well, I decided to get over it. Let's see.

I met my good friend/drama buddy/dancing partner on the day of campfire. She wanted to go as well. As she didn't know that wearing the Orientation T would prove a sin. She entered the hall (it was raining) for campfire. Well, well, I thought the MEAN-ness would end there and then.

My ex-good-friend-cum-OG-mate-turned-Drama-bitch barked, "Thanks so much." My good friend/drama buddy/dancing partner innocently said, "Thanks for what?". An absolutely insensitive meant-to-be-slapped reply....

"THANKS MUCH FOR NOT WEARING THE ACJC COLLEGIATE"

My friend was soo sad that she felt like leaving campfire. I swear I could just slap the shit out of her. That slimy piece of shit. I have never been mean to her despite her coldness to me. I don't care if she's having her period or if her pet dog died but the fundamental respect for other human kind should at least be within her.

That was just the last strand. I know just how respectful the student leader of ACJC really are. Well, if you didn't already know, I wanted to be OGL for O2. But complications caused otherwise.

For the rest of my OG, I'm so sorry that I couldn'y join you guys esp the 2nd intake cause of this. Anyway, wish you the best in AC. See y'all soon. For the first intake, take care yeh? Those not staying in AC, please keep in contact yeah?

Love you all so much, Yaanay.

"suddenly i see, why the hell it means so much to me..."

This is the story of us all...

I went out with my (part of my) OG today after some time since Orientation. It seemed very sweet what was going on within my OG. So many things have happened since we 3 left them on the 5th Jan. When I went home today, I was looking through some of the photographs of my OG.

The reason I even chose to be an OGL last year was probably my experience in Orientation 2007. Well, for one, I didn't think my OGL spent enough time with my OG at all. So, I tried my best to make sure my OG get the best of their stay in AC. YES! And make them wanna stay in AC. Going out with them today makes me feel so proud.

Then looking through the photos (accompanied with soft music) just ended my day with an emotional feeling. I would say I'm proud of the work that my fellow OGLs and I have done. I've said this many times. Will repeat forever.

"Being an OGL was an experience I would not trade for anything else in the world."

And it stays that way... i hope.

"...reminds us all of what we used to be"

Apology Accepted

Yes I'm sure you want to forget all about it.
But things aren's so simple, my dear
Whatever it is that was broken, it is irreversible
I was relying on you for refuge
You threw me off in return for my service
Thanks.

Now you are saying that it was all a mistake
Well, my friend, it seems so simple yeah?
But you're different
You are a perpetual perpetrator
Though I do believe that sorry seems to be the hardest word
And I do accept your apology

it's too late to apologise...

Shariff 101

SUDDEN NEED to start a blog!

The feeling you are giving me is evidently repulsive.
You're of importance in the society.
But I'm feeling the WHORE.
I don't know what you're feeling.
But I can't help mine.
Too sensitive?
No, I'm just a bitch.
No feelings?
No, it's just Shariff. xoxo

I'm Mr. "Oh my God that Shariff's shameless o:"